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Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania: October 27, 2018

You are one, the first number that is the beginning of
       Arithmetic and geometry’s starting point
–Solomon ibn Garibol

I spoke to him last night
the killer     he grabbed my pillow
tried to suffocate
some word out of me
held on tight
to morning couldn’t believe

I spoke     the killer
grass blades between rocks
Sally sells seashells
helicopters arrested
my attention
drawn into shards

Couldn’t stop
him       automatic weapons
go off  there’s a man
with the middle name
Gregory—no first name basis
a Tree of Life L’Simcha

where the Gregory
inscribed his mark
Squirrel Hill       the trunk
ran red         they said
the most terrifying
how normal  

no tattoos or bumper
stickers to mark him
hating all those other,     others
Lin-Manuel Miranda
sang       immigrants we
get the job done

like a different Gregor
who walked on broken glass
throughout the 20thcentury
a Kafka man
who felt the long way
around evil

blindfolded
I leave mica schist    breadcrumbs   a path 
so my children    and theirs    may study
the word   he never 
got out of me